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Makeruna! Makendou, the OAV!
I gotta say, the opening and ending themes aren't really as sad as I said they felt when I watched them the other day. They probably felt more depressing to watch because of the fact that I thought I would never see the entire OAV for myself. And, to make it even less drepressing to watch, there's an epilogue after the ending theme, which doubles as an advertisement for Makeruna! Makendou 2. (It also explains why Doro tied Mai up: ( Read more... )
One thing, though: Why, at the beginning, does it say "This video should NEVER be purchased or rented from an store", not to mention it's only in English? How were people supposed to get their hands on the video back then? Not as many people knew how to use the Internet back then, let alone use it to do shopping. Wierd, isn't it?
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Anyway, I had an appointment with Dr. Perret yesterday, and I showed him some documents I wrote regarding my last conversation thus far with Jake, and a fic I wanted to write but was unable to get started with. So far, I haven't spoken to Jake for almost two weeks, but now that I have Martin back, the fic isn't so important anymore. Mind you, I do still intend to write it, but at the time, I wanted mainly to cope with my depression from both having no one else to talk to (before I regrouped with Martin), and from having only been able to see the opening and ending themes of the Makendou OAV.
Until I saw Dr. Perret yesterday, none of this made sense. The way Dr. Perret explained it, though, his tolerance for my fetishistic fantasies probably had reached a limit. Not that I expected Jake to actually enjoy my fantasies in the first place, but he did seem just fine with it for a year and a half, since the time I specifically came out with it all. But, looking back now that he mentions that possibility, Jake did tell me months ago that, thanks to an encounter with a certain pic for a certain anime series that he very much hates, one of the characters has already been burned into his fantasies. All things considered, I suppose it would make sense if he just didn't want my fetishes taking root on him too.
Actually, my real gripe wasn't the fact that he changed his mind about this whole thing. It was that he tried to make me figure out the fact first. When I asked him about Mai's and Joe's noses, he said he would answer the question next convo, before that part of the convo ended. (He never did answer.) Then, when we picked up where we had left off, I asked him how the two would keep Baby Mario clean, to which he responded "I don't know." Two more questions later, his response: "Maybe", and then "Do we really have to talk about this?" If he really didn't want to talk about it anymore, ever again, I wouldn't even have asked for a reason, but he could at least have been much more straightforward about it.
And then, when I tried to talk to him any further, he completely ignored me. That means he obviously wouldn't have answered me why he wanted to restart SMW2: Yoshi's Island rewritten in the first place. Whether it was because I overreacted to the whole thing or because he was pissed off in the first place, that really pissed me off, and I ended up not wanting anything more to do with him than he wanted to do with me. I'm not as annoyed now, but I think I'll be spending more time with Martin, and even see if I can regroup with Adalia as well.
I gotta say, the opening and ending themes aren't really as sad as I said they felt when I watched them the other day. They probably felt more depressing to watch because of the fact that I thought I would never see the entire OAV for myself. And, to make it even less drepressing to watch, there's an epilogue after the ending theme, which doubles as an advertisement for Makeruna! Makendou 2. (It also explains why Doro tied Mai up: ( Read more... )
One thing, though: Why, at the beginning, does it say "This video should NEVER be purchased or rented from an store", not to mention it's only in English? How were people supposed to get their hands on the video back then? Not as many people knew how to use the Internet back then, let alone use it to do shopping. Wierd, isn't it?
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Anyway, I had an appointment with Dr. Perret yesterday, and I showed him some documents I wrote regarding my last conversation thus far with Jake, and a fic I wanted to write but was unable to get started with. So far, I haven't spoken to Jake for almost two weeks, but now that I have Martin back, the fic isn't so important anymore. Mind you, I do still intend to write it, but at the time, I wanted mainly to cope with my depression from both having no one else to talk to (before I regrouped with Martin), and from having only been able to see the opening and ending themes of the Makendou OAV.
Until I saw Dr. Perret yesterday, none of this made sense. The way Dr. Perret explained it, though, his tolerance for my fetishistic fantasies probably had reached a limit. Not that I expected Jake to actually enjoy my fantasies in the first place, but he did seem just fine with it for a year and a half, since the time I specifically came out with it all. But, looking back now that he mentions that possibility, Jake did tell me months ago that, thanks to an encounter with a certain pic for a certain anime series that he very much hates, one of the characters has already been burned into his fantasies. All things considered, I suppose it would make sense if he just didn't want my fetishes taking root on him too.
Actually, my real gripe wasn't the fact that he changed his mind about this whole thing. It was that he tried to make me figure out the fact first. When I asked him about Mai's and Joe's noses, he said he would answer the question next convo, before that part of the convo ended. (He never did answer.) Then, when we picked up where we had left off, I asked him how the two would keep Baby Mario clean, to which he responded "I don't know." Two more questions later, his response: "Maybe", and then "Do we really have to talk about this?" If he really didn't want to talk about it anymore, ever again, I wouldn't even have asked for a reason, but he could at least have been much more straightforward about it.
And then, when I tried to talk to him any further, he completely ignored me. That means he obviously wouldn't have answered me why he wanted to restart SMW2: Yoshi's Island rewritten in the first place. Whether it was because I overreacted to the whole thing or because he was pissed off in the first place, that really pissed me off, and I ended up not wanting anything more to do with him than he wanted to do with me. I'm not as annoyed now, but I think I'll be spending more time with Martin, and even see if I can regroup with Adalia as well.