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While the Puella Magi franchise is mostly dead to me, there are still some girls I would like to see nice and fat mainly for closure. Here is Livia Medeiros, from Magia Record:

https://www.deviantart.com/dmxrated/art/1164412870

This was actually a substitute project I gave someone after having already found two others for some pics I intend to promote a Kickstarter campaign for a new Cibus project through.
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Brian cleared something up about what I said a few entries ago.

Basically, collecting rewards as its own kind of fun was something he simply mentioned offhand. What he actually liked about such a game that he wasn't actually looking for was how easy and satisfying it was to clear a few levels every now and then, until it became almost impossible. And with Candy Crush, which he didn't play for nearly as long as me, he enjoyed noticing where he could possibly line up five like candies in a row, but often, something else would happen along the way.

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Frankly, SimpleAlarm has been mostly reduntant. Unlike with my phone and wallet before I collect everything else I need for work, I can never seem to commit to turning the app off before signing out. Usually, it doesn't matter anyway, because the times I put there are imported from Me@Walmart, and I already check my phone time and time again before taking my next break or signing out. Just yesterday morning, I had forgotten to turn my morning alarm off, and the song I had attached to the app itself rang for 14 minutes with Brian still sleeping before I came back upstairs from breakfast. The only reason I downloaded it before was because of the rare instance where I miscalculate when I'm supposed to clock out, which might have happened again anyway and only nets me half a point out of five that I'm allowed within a rolling six months before I'd get laid off (currently standing at 1.5).

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For the sake of my planned intro segments for YouTube playthroughs, I am planning to demonstrate what my ringtone and text alert both sound like, in case either play out while I am recording something, and it also helps not to have SA anymore to think of a second ringtone for. After initially rolling a cubic and 8-sided die simultaneously to decide on one of 24 pre-installed Pixel Sounds, I have decided instead to both my text alert to the eyecatch jingle from Magical Girl Raising Project, to complement Bet On Pride from that same show as my main ringtone (first played in episode 4, 7:34), after having already planned on Genopsyko Yumenoshima from Restart (still barely any news on the anime season announced two years ago) for my new wallpaper, originally for in case I'd eventually factory-reset my whole phone for Food Fantasy JP.

(With La Pucelle off my computer screen, that should take over the role of representing what should have replaced Puella Magi Madoka Magica as one of my two favorite anime besides Lucky Star. However, even though the light novels are quite interesting, both in their own right and as the only LN series I've ever felt inclined to read in depth (still have yet to get into That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime), Lucky Star pretty much holds my top tier alone now by way of Starbound, with MGRP sharing the next tier down with such shows as Kanon, Asuka, Nakaimo, New Game!, Release the Spyce, Goblin Slayer, Killing Slimes, How Heavy are the Dumbells You Lift?, Nekopara, and of course, A Little Snow Fairy Sugar, unlike when Madoka rivaled LS via the original Cibus project, something I have not craved quite actively in some new form since reading MGRP volume 1. (I did commission for two different original-setting stories recently, but suspended those following Mom's recent reaction to that popcorn purchase and her mid-tirade order to stop spending so much money as I had been (mostly towards those Earthbound and Epic Battle Fantasy 4 mods), and have taken since to figure out why they weren't actually holding my interest anyway, realizing just these past few days how they could be improved with a reboot each.))
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My parents left yesterday to help Brian fix up his air conditioner.

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Last night, I decided to give Brian a call. One thing I brought up was the idea of turning the Cibusverse into its own thing apart from Puella Magi Madoka Magica.

Like, I used to enjoy how far the Madoka franchise itself had come when I got into that back in 2015, with all its diverse media before Magia Record took over two years later. Four spinoff series featuring new characters, one of which focused on certain historical events, several adult Puellae Magi, two pre-teen ones, one in a game the franchise crossed over with, four more in another game, etc.

At this point, though, the franchise simply has not aged well for me.

Nevermind how awkward it turned out to try to fit everyone into a 1:1 ratio in an alternate reality. Or how I squandered half my period of interest in Cibi trying to find some one person to draw all those different girls as Cibi, to start with the original five as a template for everyone else, and seeking ideas from different people to help me reboot the first fic in my own words, none of whom were nearly as helpful as Chelle before that hiatus she had just gone on, before eventually figuring out what I really wanted out of any fanfiction. Or how Magia Record concentrates so many new characters into one installment, albeit with one sidestory each focusing on a given few, and even went on to water down the novelty of Tart Magica by introducing other historical Puellae Magi.

It was only recently that I realized, through someone's answer to someone else about the main characters' names in MR, that even in works that he doesn't write himself, Urobuchi has this policy that Puellae Magi (except for crossover characters and anyone with western names) can only have surnames that tend to double as female given names, even though other characters can have whatever they want, with two in Madoka Magica alone having Kamijou and Nakazawa.

There are not enough canon characters without any official surnames (or unnamed altogether) to eschew such a rule wholesale, but there are too many canon characters overall to focus on original characters, which would have also defeated the whole point of the project itself. (For a joke with the first category of those, though, it would be feasible to give them masculine names such as Tanaka or Yukito for surnames, or to even let one's surname outright match her given name.)

Another thing that happened was certain attraction I have recently felt towards the idea of fetishizing the casts of Magical Girl Raising Project. Not sure what I would do with such a franchise that's all about girls killing one another, though, and it doesn't help either that at least one of them is male in normal life.

From there, though, I've come to believe that what I want mainly is the idea of fat magical girls in general. Especially when you consider the project's inspiration from a certain deleted fic that modified Madoka's cast differently, and my initial idea of those five all big and fat while fighting a Witch. I tried to focus on canon characters mainly because that was easier than both seeking original characters and trying to picture them in text-only fanfiction.

For this, I would like to commission for something like a manga-style ebook (in color, though) to capitalize on through Amazon. It helps that my different Cibus pics, despite being restricted to a folder instead of on the main gallery, are the most popular pics I have up on deviantArt, matched only by Alicia (also confined to a specific folder); should be enough to launch a Kickstarter campaign with, although Brian and I have agreed to discuss how to go on about that when he comes over next month.
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Finished watching Magia Record yesterday morning, and went on to ask on Reddit and Discord how its events could possibly fit amongst those of the original Madoka Magica, without any real explanation how Homura's time travel either sets them off in one timeline or prevents them in further timelines. (I did acknowledge Ultimate Madoka's sidestory in the game, but that seemed like a handwave just to make her playable, before anyone got back to me.)

My main concern was how to properly tie the Cibusverse back into the Puellaverse, as per certain ideas Adebiyi came up with for the story's endgame I commissioned him for, from before we both took a break from it. At the time, I thought that it should end with the Cibus/Esuriens system still in place as the few girls given a choice reject the Puella/Witch system that would have culminated in the Wraith system. Reconsidering since, though, I have decided that the Cibusverse should in fact be its own parallel universe to the Puellaverse, created from the wish of the son* of a Puella Magi, to prevent Soul Gems from ever being extracted even in the past, but does allow his own soul to be extracted. Even though he did not have enough karmic destiny in that universe to rewrite the one reality at the time like Madoka, the anime does more or less establish that a wish is a wish and must be granted one way or another, and so the different Puellae Magi from past, present, and future all became the guideposts for how the new reality would take form, although he doesn't despite still reincarnating there and weilding a type of magic without even making a contract there, since he didn't target himself.

(*Even though Urobuchi firmly states that there will not be any Magical Boys in the franchise, I prefer unrelatedly that anything involving a baby firmly establish said baby as male and his caretaker(s) as female. As I mentioned before, I thought this up for what I originally planned as a game, as someone for the plot to center around, that all involved would be more inclined to protect than an inanimate object, while they themselves (including the "lead" character) are free to die off permanently, just like in Lisa: The Painful. Game over would be when everyone in whichever party currently handling him dies, leaving him to die as well.)

That all led me to overthink how all Puellae Magi, including those who never contracted in some or even most timelines, would be slated to become Cibi in what would start as one reality.

As per everyone's feedback:

-An interview with one of the franchise's creators considers it a failed timeline whose events never were replicated.

-Some argue that, as per the game, even the anime does in fact take place between Madoka's sacrifice and the events of The Rebellion Story.

-For the sake of having all official (if not even canon in some cases) Puellae Magi turned Cibi in one reality, it is already implied that Sayaka never does make a contract in the very timeline when Homura makes hers. (Then again, Madoka had just found out about Homura's time loops right before making her wish, and went on to target everyone when their Soul Gems hit their limits. Oriko Magica: Sadness Prayer has her visit Oriko even though she was slain outright as herself, implying that such girls also counted (although that still contradicts Madoka's scene as herself with Mami and Kyoko, and how only Sayaka and Nagisa accompany her near the end of Rebellion), but that is still not the same thing as Goro Yuzuki targeting everyone at the points of their original contracts.)

-Spinoff stories, despite being official, are not necessarily canon. It's pretty obvious how impractical it would be for Oriko, Kazumi, Suzune, and Tart Magica, Homura's Revenge, and The Different Story, to all try to line up with whichever stories came before each. While Homura Tamura cannot be canon at all, and something like the first mobile RPG, other games' crossover events, or the fourth audio drama are more pseudo-canon (cannot mesh with canon, but still abiding to some extent by its rules), those other stories would be more like one-way canon, bound by the facts established only in the original anime, free otherwise to elaborate further on things simply as their own plots demand.

Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/MadokaMagica/comments/10borsa/where_exactly_does_the_magia_record_anime_fit/

Discord:

Part 1: https://discord.com/channels/364704870177046531/366003449688752129/1063835428580491354

Part 2: https://discord.com/channels/364704870177046531/366003449688752129/1063897578049118248
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Visited the various 5P pages on TV Tropes, the pages meant for sorting out what works get cut as porn and what can stay, and happened to see Cibus Esculentus Madoka Magica on the voting page. It's only received a single "angel" vote since December 15 of some unspecified year, although I'm not sure whether that's when it was appealed or when it got that one vote.

https://dmxrated.dreamwidth.org/2020/04/17/

It has not surprised me that TV Tropes' original 5P system has been replaced with a content violation forum for all tropers to participate in.

The Cibus fic was brought up there back in July, but has managed to pass for generally having a plot and not treating weight-gain in any way positively, fetishistic as it may be.

https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=jdwbvsbqmzvcf18t479ykdud&page=1

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Bilawal managed to find an expert in Python, who was able to re-stabilize an expanded version of Star Ocean in just several days. He gave me a copy of the game in its current state, and I will need probably this weekend to test the game personally before I get in touch with Saqib to discuss Kashif's problems with Mother 3.
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Currently, the main part of the Cibus game is going to revolve around a baby boy named Goro and the purpose he will serve to your party. I conceived of him as someone to protect from Esurientes regardless of who is in your party, so that even your starting character can be swapped out or killed off while maintaining reasons why the downfall of your specific party would constitute a game over even with those you recruit having formed their own parties to swap members with.

Recently, I have been discussing the plot with someone on Upwork, of what would be the aforementioned main story. As the plot of a fanfic for now, a lot of it is gonna have to be revised for the game, but long story short, things got me in the mood for some Cibi changing Goro, starting with Pia Undo.

https://www.deviantart.com/dmxrated/art/Pia-and-Goro-917210442
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Yesterday, the five of us at lunch at Moe's for the first time in years, and discussed all kinds of things while eating.

At one point, something called Health At Every Size came up, and someone mentioned having watched My 600lb Life, saying that 600 pounds would not be healthy for anyone. I chimed in and joked "unless you're a Cibus", and Drew asked what a Cibus is. Me and Brian had to explain the concept, along with parent concept Puella Magi, and I offered to email him links to both Puella Magi Madoka Magica and my commissioned adaptation Cibus Esculentus Madoka Magica (which I took care of back at home. He agreed for later in the week when I asked if he'd be interested in seeing some of the former).

We then drove over to Uncle Giussepe's, and me, Marie, and Drew climbed out of the car while Brian and Emily sought somewhere to park. There turned out to be a line to get in, and out in the freezing cold, we decided it wasn't worth the wait just to do some shopping. (Mom later explained that this is normal on the days leading up to Christmas.)
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Yesterday was my first visit to the gym in more than a year. Brian came down and asked me at noon, but I sort of declined at first, having been alerted so suddenly. He said he was actually going in fifteen minutes, and that gave me time to reconsider.

(Should make a point while he's here not to eat lunch so early as 10, and to come upstairs to ask him if he's going anywhere, since he decided for the second time so far to get a bagel as well after I had already eaten.)

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Hitagi Senjougahara

https://www.deviantart.com/dmxrated/art/Hitagi-875819632?ga_submit_new=10%3A1617965245
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Brian and I managed to discuss the Cibus game's story yesterday, and at some point, he made a point about account for the theme of weightism, something the first fanfic had already captured.

I brought this up again when he and Emily came down for dinner (without our parents eating with us), and Emily suggested I watch this show called My 600-pound Life.

https://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/my-600-lb-life/

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Also managed last night to find a much better website for translation work. Instead of having to gain unpaid experience, I will simply have to take a test before I can apply for jobs, which I won't even have to bid on.

I've already registered an account, so I will just have to take said test after I see Kanji in Context, which is what will come next after I'm all done with Wanikani, all the way through this time.

https://www.translate.com/translators
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Got the first guide yesterday. Have since reconsidered, and the game itself might not be necessary after all, but this was a good holdover at least.

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Tsubasa Hanekawa, originally from Bakemonogatari, which would eventually cross over with Magia Record:

https://www.deviantart.com/dmxrated/art/Tsubasa-873391845
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Mom told me the other day that Emily's mother got the corvid, and she probably will not be coming home with Brian for Christmas.

Just yesterday, Emily called Mom, and I asked to speak to her. I started off by apologizing for what happened, but she said that her mother's condition isn't currently critical.

I then casually asked if Brian was there, and ended up talking to him. I thought I had already communicated to him before that I intend to seek someone capable of telling stories through game design instead of prose to be in charge of the Cibus game's story once I begin making money, but apparently, I only conveyed to him that I will not be seeking people capable primarily of creative writing. Recently, he suggested something called a "spirit system", for filling in for plot points in case anyone that one would normally hinge on is dead, and mapped some thematic parallels between this movie he had me watch called Paradise Now, and both the Puellaverse and the Cibusverse. After he pointed out that my last email to him so far came off as dismissive, I told him that while I would still be open to discussing the story, I am actually not currently invested anymore in that, having more of a muse right now for game mechanics. He went on to say that that's news to him, although to begin with, I still have yet to play Lisa and create its walkthrough, in order to let him play that and see what its story is like and how it mostly avoids hinging on anyone playable besides Brad.
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I am planning to flesh everyone in the Cibus game out more so than in Lisa. By exactly how much is up in the air, but might go as far as to include optional intra-party conversations, as well as how emotional everyone would be whenever someone dies, which would depend on how close they were to her to begin with and even whether or not they got along well enough.

I do recall something similar as one of the stretch goals from Eiyuden Chronicle's Kickstarter campaign. Brought that up on Discord last night, and copied most of the relevant replies to one of my files. One of them specified that that particular feature might actually be restricted to such places as bathhouses and taverns. Still, even though not all 108 Stars of Destiny in any given Suikoden game were actually playable, with still dozens of characters who will be here while only five at a time can accompany the lead character, I can see that its still gonna be a lot of work.

From there, I've decided that when the game comes out in two years, I am going to play it multiple times to see how different each conversation at each point in the game actually is under different parties.

While I'm at that, then might be a good time to write up its randomization walkthrough, to revise with each playthrough.

And to precede that, I should write up some walkthroughs for Lisa, the Earthbound trilogy, Getter Love!!, maybe Dragon Warrior III (to make up for Earthbound Zero) and Kiratto Kaiketsu!, and of course, most of the main Suikoden series. I will make a point of requesting the player's guides for at least Suikoden I and II for my birthday this coming year, and V for Christmas following (there is no guide for III, and I'm not likely to play IV, since that game has mostly seafood on its menu).

In the meantime, I would expect to resume Wanikani probably on Tuesday or Wednesday, when I am done troping and taking care of other things online once and for all.
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Not to my surprise, I had just blown through half my budget trying to get a script going for the Cibus game until several days ago. Needless to say, I will not be seeking any more work towards either that or Day of the Beehive.

Seeing how badly I'll be needing to recuperate my money first, I tried having another go at Kanji in Context, but unlike a few years ago, I've already forgotten most of the early stuff. Clearly, I am still not ready to be taking on actual work, and I am now stepping up my game with Wanikani.

To be clear, I had always been planning to revive old vocabulary at some point. Originally, though, that would've happened when my subscription ends the 19th of next April and I'm left with access only to levels 1-3. For now, I was planning just to focus on clearing the course itself, and then on burning radicals as the amount of stuff to keep reviewing finally subsides for a while.

Currently, I am already on level 59, but with one more overload of lessons to come once I reach 60, now is still not the time to be reviving anything just yet. Instead, I've decided to see how many radicals I actually have left to burn (83), start focusing early on nailing each one that comes from now on, and begin reviving vocabulary one level at a time once I complete 60. Once my subscription ends, I will probably renew it on the following 30th, in case I decide to take my subscription break the following year to return to Food Fantasy.

(Some of you reading this might be wondering if I'd be a lot better at this if I actually read the mnemonics that come with each item, so as to figure out what to picture whenever I see something. That's the thing, though; I don't want to picture such ideas as they suggest, and would probably type up my own if I could at least hide the provided ones a la TV Tropes. That is actually something I had suggested at one point.)

As long as I focus on hurrying things along with Wanikani, I probably won't be playing anything whatsoever. Last thing I need is to remind myself of two different games that are not coming off the ground anytime soon, and if I run out of stuff to do between review sessions, I will probably rent a month on Hidive and watch some anime.
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I think my interest in the Cibus project has returned, in the form of a video game project inspired from Lisa: The Painful. I had already been considering such a thing for a while now, ever since watching a playthrough of that game a year ago, but for these past couple of days, I found myself unable to stop thinking about it as more and more ideas come to mind.

Ran the issue past Brian two days ago, and I can't wait until he's home to help me perfect an Upwork post, but in the meantime, I do have everything to sort out on WordPad and Google Docs for anyone who accepts the job.

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