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Can't sleep. Read chapter 8 of Cries Unheard last night. Never felt so tense from reading something since 2006, when I read the first part of A Rose & a Thorn 2: Eclipse. Nothing seems able to get my mind off of it either; Mom handed me one of our Calvin & Hobbes books, and I also watched an episode of Avatar: The Last Airbender. My stress only waned gradually overnight, and I'm still feeling an adrenaline rush.

Now would be an obvious time to stop playing Getter Love!! for the time being and come back to my own story. About the latter, though, I dunno how well I'll be able to focus on it without everything Miyuki has told Yui still on my mind.

Deleted the Lucky Star fanfiction archive from my bookmarks again. Honestly though, while I have no inclination to read about the actual events as they happen, the wait for the story to be finished is just killing me. I even asked bloodscorpion4ever to tell me what's going to happen in the end, and he said there's no need because he does intend to finish it in a timely manner despite everything going on in his real life.

Here's hoping that Miyuki and Kagami are acquitted for killing certain dangerous members of society while Kai Fujisaku either dies or spends the rest of his life in prison for orchestrating everything that goes on (if he's even still alive). Either way, the company that Miyuki's father runs is probably about to go under, all thanks to that guy and his son Satoshi; I doubt whoever did business with it will want to continue no matter how anyone tries to convince the public that the party responsible for any ill results is no longer involved with it.

Help me, I can't friggin stop!!!!!!!!

Feeling a lot better than I was last post, but I still can't quite get the frickin fic out of my head. Chelle did tell me before, regarding the first fic on this list, just to ignore its existence, because that's the only way she was finally able to overcome her issues with this anime called Shinzo. Right now, though, my muse is still down, I don't want to play anything because I don't need any aggravation, I don't know what else to do with my time, and I would like to make sense of why certain Lucky Star emo-fics I've read before bother me so much in order to come to terms with things.

Mind you, not all depressive fics I've read have bothered me so much as the ones I'm listing here. With Lucky Star alone, I did enjoy The Loss of Innocence, Broken Dreams, I Was Kagami Hiiragi, An Otaku's Dilemma, Love Lived and Love Lost, Stars Above, and Lucky Apocalypse Stories.

This entry contains unmarked spoilers, due to the whole list itself being covered by one big cut. Not gonna hyperlink to any of the fics in question either, because I just wanna keep things moving as I write this. Obviously NOT for the faint of heart.

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