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Feb. 20th, 2011 06:06 amReceived: Burn Up Scramble, disk 1
Won six straight rounds of Getter Love!! over the past two days, before playing a round where I got nowhere with Ayumi. That's quite a feat, considering how easily any of your opponents can beat you in that game!
Had another Sailor Moon pic completed for me:
http://dmxrated.deviantart.com/#/d39yamt
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Here's where Makoto's pic comes in, despite the above content:
Yesterday, Mom suggested I take a sign language course at some college. I told her that I intend not to ever take another college class in my life, she told me that it's not like I have to write another term paper, and I responded by saying that this decision has to do with how much it pissed me off. Minutes later, I came back out of my room and apologized to her, and while she did thank me for it, she did give me this lecture about how I shouldn't hole myself up in my room until I'm 45.
Okay, so maybe I was a bit petulant about it. But yeah, while part of me says that maybe it isn't too much to ask, the other part of me says that now that I have my Bachelor's degree, all that matters now besides finding a job is doing whatever makes me feel better, regardless of how self-defeating it might be. It sucks that I hardly did anything to say fuck the system as my last semester came to an end. I wanted to do a million other things while I was going to Dowling, which my schoolwork constantly got in the way of: Writing Fuyuki's Hot Night (which took me weeks to get around to, because I barely had time around my schoolwork to play Dark Cloud), drawing stuff on Paint, learning some computer language, transcribing Makeruna! Makendou Z, and getting in as many rounds as possible with Getter Love!! (which I barely had time to do around my writing assignments, let alone my reading assignments). Not to mention that Vinnie made such a big deal about me striving for A's instead of settling for B's and C's, as if I'm supposed to care about something that's imposed on me. So, without college to be able to drop out of anymore (which maybe I should have done in the first place), outright refusing to take any class at all is one of the few ways I can think of to feel better about myself.
I'm supposed to see Dr. Perret next week, but if I were to ask him, he'd most likely tell me that I probably should take the class, so as to be productive.
I've decided that I'm not going to take the HTML class, because I'm getting enough information from those books I borrowed from the library. That Japanese class? This might just be the last semester I take it, especially since I'm the one paying for it every few weeks without any source of income.
Well, it's not like Mom asked me to look through a catalog this time. So, maybe I will take the class if it's brought up again. But then again, if it was too much for me to ask that in the first place that I have taken less than four classes per semester, then maybe even that one class is too much for someone to be asking me. I'm gonna live myself a perfect life, looking at bikini girls or playing Pokemon or Getter Love!! whenever I'm not working on or towards anything that actually matters to me.
Won six straight rounds of Getter Love!! over the past two days, before playing a round where I got nowhere with Ayumi. That's quite a feat, considering how easily any of your opponents can beat you in that game!
Had another Sailor Moon pic completed for me:
http://dmxrated.deviantart.com/#/d39yamt
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Here's where Makoto's pic comes in, despite the above content:
Yesterday, Mom suggested I take a sign language course at some college. I told her that I intend not to ever take another college class in my life, she told me that it's not like I have to write another term paper, and I responded by saying that this decision has to do with how much it pissed me off. Minutes later, I came back out of my room and apologized to her, and while she did thank me for it, she did give me this lecture about how I shouldn't hole myself up in my room until I'm 45.
Okay, so maybe I was a bit petulant about it. But yeah, while part of me says that maybe it isn't too much to ask, the other part of me says that now that I have my Bachelor's degree, all that matters now besides finding a job is doing whatever makes me feel better, regardless of how self-defeating it might be. It sucks that I hardly did anything to say fuck the system as my last semester came to an end. I wanted to do a million other things while I was going to Dowling, which my schoolwork constantly got in the way of: Writing Fuyuki's Hot Night (which took me weeks to get around to, because I barely had time around my schoolwork to play Dark Cloud), drawing stuff on Paint, learning some computer language, transcribing Makeruna! Makendou Z, and getting in as many rounds as possible with Getter Love!! (which I barely had time to do around my writing assignments, let alone my reading assignments). Not to mention that Vinnie made such a big deal about me striving for A's instead of settling for B's and C's, as if I'm supposed to care about something that's imposed on me. So, without college to be able to drop out of anymore (which maybe I should have done in the first place), outright refusing to take any class at all is one of the few ways I can think of to feel better about myself.
I'm supposed to see Dr. Perret next week, but if I were to ask him, he'd most likely tell me that I probably should take the class, so as to be productive.
I've decided that I'm not going to take the HTML class, because I'm getting enough information from those books I borrowed from the library. That Japanese class? This might just be the last semester I take it, especially since I'm the one paying for it every few weeks without any source of income.
Well, it's not like Mom asked me to look through a catalog this time. So, maybe I will take the class if it's brought up again. But then again, if it was too much for me to ask that in the first place that I have taken less than four classes per semester, then maybe even that one class is too much for someone to be asking me. I'm gonna live myself a perfect life, looking at bikini girls or playing Pokemon or Getter Love!! whenever I'm not working on or towards anything that actually matters to me.