Why has this been too much to ask for?
Sep. 18th, 2017 08:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dmxratedAll I wanted in the first place, was to have a meaningful break from Lucky Star after re-reading the prologue of Bonds. I wanted to start reading other people's Madoka fanfics, as the one who commissioned for and hosts Cibus Esculentus Madoka Magica, and under such conditions that they would actually interest me.
Sure, I was still focused on Starbound and some related material, but then Chelle left after a few months of worthwhile discussion, and no one I contacted afterwards offered real help with the Cibus project.
Now, I've already long forgotten about Blood's works from 2013, in favor of the since-revived Unwilling Service, but even that has ceased to matter, and I don't know where to go from here. It's hard to look forward to anything when the only things I've really succeeded with so far have been the ongoing Starcrossed Sisters and a line of pics from one other person in particular.
Jake, I'm sorry I gave you permission to disengage and then revoked it on you. I wasn't thinking.
We're still not done, though. I still value this relationship of ours, but it's your responsibility too. At the very least, I want to make sense of what actually led up to this latest disaster in such a long line as has been going on. I honestly thought we were on such good terms about things. You did realize how hard it is to be enthused about what's little more than a rehash of the games' plot, but that said nothing about any half-measures you'd later refer to.
I'll try not to be a sea lion. Just work with me, okay?
Sure, I was still focused on Starbound and some related material, but then Chelle left after a few months of worthwhile discussion, and no one I contacted afterwards offered real help with the Cibus project.
Now, I've already long forgotten about Blood's works from 2013, in favor of the since-revived Unwilling Service, but even that has ceased to matter, and I don't know where to go from here. It's hard to look forward to anything when the only things I've really succeeded with so far have been the ongoing Starcrossed Sisters and a line of pics from one other person in particular.
Jake, I'm sorry I gave you permission to disengage and then revoked it on you. I wasn't thinking.
We're still not done, though. I still value this relationship of ours, but it's your responsibility too. At the very least, I want to make sense of what actually led up to this latest disaster in such a long line as has been going on. I honestly thought we were on such good terms about things. You did realize how hard it is to be enthused about what's little more than a rehash of the games' plot, but that said nothing about any half-measures you'd later refer to.
I'll try not to be a sea lion. Just work with me, okay?